Honestly, I didn't think things would go as smoothly as they had. I was prepared to put in some time to resolve the issue, but after two days and a peaceful talk, it was over.
Of course, I was happy, relieved, thankful that it was all over. My ties to others weren't severed; others' trust in me weren't lost. It was an all-round win-win affair.
But I can't lie and say that I didn't feel the least bit upset at this resolution of matters.
Saying no to your interest and responsibility for three years is never easy. Even if it gives you more freedom, the hollowness still remains.
Was it the right decision? I guess I may never know. But was it a necessary decision? Sadly, it was.
If only I had more than 24 hours in a day, my interests and priorities would live in a somewhat symbiotic manner.
If only I had the ability of a savant, I wouldn't have to make such difficult decisions.
But there are only so many "if only"s that I can think about. "If only" can't give me more time, it can't give me superpowers, it can't solve anything.
The willingness to listen, be listened to, and make compromises - that is the only way to solve a sticky situation.
And just like that, it was all over.
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